D\u00fcnyada en zor \u015fey \u00f6len sevdiklerinizin ard\u0131ndan yaz\u0131 yazmakt\u0131r.
\nArd\u0131ndan yaz\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z insanla beraber, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte payla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hat\u0131ralar\u0131n fazlal\u0131\u011f\u0131, o yaz\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck derecesini de artt\u0131r\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Musa Ramazan Amca ile 1973 y\u0131l\u0131nda tan\u0131\u00fet\u0131m. \u00dcniversite \u00f6\u011frencisiydim. O s\u0131ralar \u0130stanbul Ba\u011flarba\u015f\u0131’nda bulunan Kafkas Derne\u011fi’ne gidip geliyordum. Avrupa yakas\u0131nda oturdu\u011fumuz i\u00e7in derne\u011fe gidi\u015f geli\u015fler olduk\u00e7a zor oluyordu. Avrupa yakas\u0131nda Sultanahmet semtinde bir derne\u011fin daha var oldu\u011funu, bu derne\u011fin Da\u011f\u0131stanl\u0131lar’a ait oldu\u011funu duymu\u015ftum.
\nBir cumartesi g\u00fcn\u00fc Sultanahmet’te Ticarethane Sokak’taki derne\u011fe gittim. Musa Ramazan Amca ile o zaman tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bana derne\u011fi uzun uzun anlatt\u0131. Bu derne\u011fin t\u00fcm Kuzey Kafkasyal\u0131lar’a a\u00e7\u0131k oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyerek, hemen bir \u00fcyelik formu doldurttu. 1973 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u00fcye oldu\u011fum bu derne\u011fe 1976 y\u0131l\u0131nda ba\u015fkan oldum.<\/p>\n
Musa Amca bu derne\u011fin y\u00f6netim kurullar\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fmez muhasip \u00fcyesi oldu.<\/p>\n
Musa Amca’n\u0131n bitmez t\u00fckenmez bir enerjisi vard\u0131. K\u0131r\u0131k,d\u00f6k\u00fck, bozuk T\u00fcrk\u00e7esiyle devaml\u0131 terc\u00fcmeler yapar, bizde onun yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 terc\u00fcmeleri kendisine sorarak, yeniden T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye terc\u00fcme etmek durumunda kal\u0131r, o esnada olduk\u00e7a da e\u011flenirdik.<\/p>\n
Kapal\u0131 \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131, Reiso\u011flu Sokak’ta bir duvar\u0131n i\u00e7inde g\u00f6mme camekandan ibaret bir d\u00fckkan\u0131 vard\u0131. Kendisini bu camekan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne koydu\u011fu taburede otururken bulurdunuz. Misafir i\u00e7in tek taburesi vard\u0131. Misafir say\u0131s\u0131 birden \u00e7ok olursa, hemen yak\u0131n\u0131ndaki Rasih Sava\u015f Amca’n\u0131n kuyumcu d\u00fckkan\u0131ndan yedek tabureler getirilirdi.<\/p>\n
Musa Amcan\u0131n hayat hikayesi \u00fczerinde durmuyorum. Derneklerle bir \u015fekilde ba\u011flant\u0131l\u0131 olanlar onu mutlaka tan\u0131rlar. Ayr\u0131ca ”Bir Kafkas g\u00f6\u00e7meninin an\u0131lar\u0131” ad\u0131yla kaleme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 hat\u0131ra kitab\u0131nda zaten geni\u015f geni\u015f anlat\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Musa Ramazan’\u0131n Da\u011f\u0131stan’\u0131n bir Lak k\u00f6y\u00fcnde ba\u015flayan hayat\u0131 \u0130stanbul’da son buldu. O hayat\u0131n\u0131n her an\u0131n\u0131 Kafkasya i\u00e7in ya\u015fad\u0131. Denebilir ki ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 her nefeste Kafkasya vard\u0131. Kaderin cilvesine bak\u0131n ki, O, 1918 y\u0131l\u0131nda Kafkasya Cumhuriyetini kuran, daha sonra \u0130stanbulda m\u00fclteci olan P\u015fimafe Kosok, Vassan Giray Jeba\u011f\u0131, Alihan Kantemir gibi insanlarla Istanbul’da ikinci ku\u015fak bir m\u00fclteci olarak bulunmu\u015f; 1918 cumhuriyetinin kurucular\u0131yla Istanbul’da ayn\u0131 organizasyonlarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Musa Amca dernekte tutumlulu\u011fuyla nam salm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hatta bu tutumluluk neredeyse cimrilik s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131na dayan\u0131yordu. Musa Amca’n\u0131n cimrili\u011fi dernek paras\u0131yla ilgiliydi. Oradan harcama yapt\u0131rmamak i\u00e7in k\u0131rk dereden su getirir, eski posta pullar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ker, \u00fcstlerini siler, dernekten dergi ya da posta g\u00f6ndermek i\u00e7in onlar\u0131 kullan\u0131rd\u0131k. Bo\u015f ka\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131n yaz\u0131 yaz\u0131labilecek k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 makasla keser, bol miktarda m\u00fcsvedde ka\u011f\u0131t elde ederdi. Karton koliler, naylon ipler, amblaj ka\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131 hep Musa Amca taraf\u0131ndan saklan\u0131r, laz\u0131m oldu\u00f0unda da, ”Bak ben laz\u0131m olur demi\u015ftim” diye tebess\u00fcm ederek, ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Dernek paras\u0131nda tutumlu olan Musa Amca, Da\u011f\u0131stan’dan ya da Kafkasya’dan gelen misafirlere kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ok c\u00f6mertti. Onlara hediyeler al\u0131r, yeme\u011fe g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc problemleriyle ilgilenirdi. ” Ben T\u00fcrkiye’nin misyoneriyim,bunlar oraya d\u00f6n\u00fcnce bizim propagandam\u0131z\u0131 yapacaklar” derdi.<\/p>\n
1948 y\u0131l\u0131nda T\u00fcrkiye’ye geli\u015finden itibaren, sirk cambazl\u0131\u011f\u0131, folklor hocal\u0131\u011f\u0131, kuyumculuk, \u00e7evirmenlik, yazarl\u0131k, y\u00f6neticilik gibi biribiriyle alakas\u0131z gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir \u00e7ok i\u015fi Kafkasya davas\u0131 i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 b\u00fcnyede toplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonradan kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 T.C vatanda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 56 y\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Bu s\u00fcre zarf\u0131nda kesinlikle eminim ki kalbini k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya da k\u00fcs oldu\u011fu hi\u00e7 kimse olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ben, Kafkasyal\u0131, \u00f6zellikle Da\u011f\u0131stanl\u0131 bir\u00e7ok yazar ve siyaset\u00e7iyi onun sayesinde tan\u0131d\u0131m. Rasul Hamzat ile onun evinde tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Musa Ramazan’\u0131n \u00e7evirmenli\u011f\u0131yle Hamzat ile uzun bir rop\u00f6rtaj yapt\u0131m. Yine Da\u011f\u0131stanl\u0131 \u00fcnl\u00fc siyaset\u00e7i merhum Nadir Ha\u00e7aliyev’i onun d\u00fckkan\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131m. Musa Amca Da\u011f\u0131stan konusunda benim dan\u0131\u015fabilece\u011fim en \u00f6nemli isimler aras\u0131nda yer al\u0131yordu. Gecenin herhangi bir saaatinde kendisini arayarak, istedi\u011fim bir \u015feyi sorabilmenin rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Musa Amca Kafkas Vakf\u0131n\u0131 kurdu\u011fumuz zamanda bize en s\u0131cak yakla\u015fan b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz aras\u0131nda yer alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hele \u00dcsk\u00fcdar Bulgurlu’daki yeni binay\u0131 sat\u0131n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda o kadar sevinmi\u015fti ki, ilk zamanlar bir ay s\u00fcreyle hemen hemen her g\u00fcn Vakfa geldi. Binay\u0131 al\u0131rken bor\u00e7lanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, bu bor\u00e7lar\u0131n nas\u0131l \u00f6denece\u011fini kendine dert edinmi\u015fti. S\u00fcrekli olarak, para bulman\u0131n yollar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steren projeler getirirdi. Kendisi de katk\u0131 olsun diye yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitaplardan \u00f6nemli bir miktar\u0131n\u0131 vakfa ba\u011f\u0131lam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Son g\u00fcnlerde bitirdi\u011fi bask\u0131 i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlanan bir kitab\u0131 Hulusi \u00dcst\u00fcn ile birlikte g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irmi\u015fler, bu kitab\u0131n Kafkas Vakf\u0131 yay\u0131nlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015f, kitab\u0131n gelirini de Kafkas Vakf\u0131’na ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamak istemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u015eamil \u00d6zavar taraf\u0131ndan kendisi i\u00e7in tertiplenen ”onur gecesi”nden dolay\u0131 \u00e7ok mutlu olmu\u015ftu. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n takdir edilmesi, Kafkasya ile ilgilenen b\u00fct\u00fcn kurum ve kurulu\u015flar\u0131n yan\u0131nda olmas\u0131 ona b\u00fcy\u00fck mutluluk ya\u015fatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Son y\u0131llarda kendisini inceden inceye kemiren prostat kanserinden muzdaripti. Bu hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n onu mukadder sona do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn fark\u0131ndayd\u0131. Yakla\u015f\u0131k iki ay \u00f6nceki bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemizde, ”80 ya\u015f\u0131na kadar en ufak bir a\u011fr\u0131m ve s\u0131z\u0131m olmadan delikanl\u0131 gibi ya\u015fad\u0131m. Art\u0131k ihtiyar oldu\u011fumun fark\u0131na vard\u0131m. Eskisi gibi otob\u00fcse binip istedi\u011fim yere gidemiyorum. Hem \u00fc\u015feniyorum, hem de korkuyorum..” demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Musa Amca zengin say\u0131labilecek bir kategoride olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen hayat\u0131 boyunca ne ehliyet sahibi oldu, ne de \u015fahs\u0131na ait \u00f6zel bir otomobile bindi. Cebinde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 mavi akbil ile Istanbul’daki her toplant\u0131ya her etkinli\u011fe herkesten \u00f6nce ula\u015ft\u0131. ”Gelmek benden, geri g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek sizden” derdi.<\/p>\n
30 y\u0131l\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131n tan\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z esnas\u0131nda payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o kadar \u00e7ok an\u0131 var ki, bunlardan hangi birini yazay\u0131m? Yeri ve zaman\u0131 geldi\u011finde Musa Ramazan Amca’yla ilgili an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zda yak\u0131n tarih hat\u0131ralar\u0131 i\u00e7inde yer alacak.<\/p>\n
Musa Amca da her canl\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaderi ya\u015fad\u0131. Her fani gibi o da bu d\u00fcnyadan g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc. Ne mutlu ona ki ard\u0131nda g\u00fczel eserler, g\u00fczel hat\u0131ralar b\u0131rakt\u0131. Ba\u015fta e\u015fi olmak \u00fczere k\u0131z\u0131 Oya’ya, onu tan\u0131yan b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlara, t\u00fcm Kuzey Kafkasya camias\u0131na ba\u015fsa\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 diliyorum.<\/p>\n
Allah rahmet eylesin, Allah mekan\u0131n\u0131 cennet etsin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
D\u00fcnyada en zor \u015fey \u00f6len sevdiklerinizin ard\u0131ndan yaz\u0131 yazmakt\u0131r. Ard\u0131ndan yaz\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z insanla beraber, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte payla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hat\u0131ralar\u0131n fazlal\u0131\u011f\u0131, o yaz\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck derecesini de artt\u0131r\u0131yor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/653"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=653"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/653\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":654,"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/653\/revisions\/654"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=653"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=653"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mehdinuzhetcetinbas.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=653"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}